i made a song in your mouth
sharp lips, words sharper
kiss only to cut to pieces
tongue only to strangle, and twist,
and turn to your ends
i made a mask in your image
it pleased you
how long you've wanted to be
yourself, to be
a mirror eternally bent to see its own
self-beautiful body
i made a fist in your heart
to crush and pull apart, to pull
like vodou, like a curse
so you may bloom when I wish
and drool red all over, all over
i made a cross in the dirt
and placed myself in it
down in earth just to see the sky
i see only branches and leaves and roots snake
around my arms
i made a smile across my face
i left and walke